I Don't Miss You, I Only Think Of You

Original transcript from: http://tieba.baidu.com/p/533902859
Translated from Chinese to English by my lovely Singaporean friend Eunice. Thank you, lovely!


I miss you, but i only think of you and not look for you.

In this silence, I think of you, playing some soothing music,
Your silhouette  is unclear, the features of your face is blur,
but this doesn't affects my emotions while thinking of you.

I don't think of you all the time,
I only think of you when I'm happy.
You are the first person I want to share my happiness with.

I don't think of you all the time,
I only think of you when I'm unhappy.
You are the first person I will want to tell my thoughts to.

I miss you, but I only think of you and not look for you.

I don't think of you all the time,
I only suddenly thought of you when I'm listening to the music,
No whys,
Just because the lyrics of the song seems like its talking about us.

I don't think of you all the time,
I only suddenly thought of you when I wake up in the morning,
No whys,
Just because the person who appeared in my dreams seems like you.

I don't think of you all the time,
I only suddenly thought of you when I'm reading,
No whys,
Just because the main leads in the story seems like me and you.

I really don't think of you all the time,
I only think of you when I do not feel like thinking of you.
It's good like this,

I don't think of you all the time,
I only think of you till my eyes turn teary.

I miss you, but I only think of you and not look for you.

I miss you, but I'm afraid you'll find out, so I dare not and I will not look for you.

I only keep your messages in my phone,
And when I think of you, I take it out and scroll through them meticulously,
and then quietly laugh at them, cry over them.

Back then, in those lonely nights while I waited for your messages,
If they came, my heart gives me a sense of happiness for an unknown reason.
If they don't, I go to bed with bits of bitterness and fall asleep in them.
I miss you, but I'm afraid you'll find out, so I dare not and will not look for you!

In the days where news of you were present or absent,
There is only me giving my all to look for news or stories about you.
I don't think of you all the time.

Missing you....


P.S ---------

I want to kiss the air around you.

Because they kissed you just now.